I Might As Well Quit This Lousy Wizard Profession

Chapter 184 - 184 171 Seeing Myself (10000 Words for Monthly Pass)_2

?Chapter 184: 171 Seeing Myself (10,000 Words for Monthly Pass)_2 Chapter 184: 171 Seeing Myself (10,000 Words for Monthly Pass)_2 Even more in tune with himself, it was inexhaustible.

As a result, the subordinates in the special project team also began to spread the big boss Lin An’s quirks—he needed to place a basketball on his knee when creating.

Artists all have their quirks, and to the designers in the special project group, this was not a laughing matter.

“Lin An, Lin An, do you feel that your perception of spirituality has improved?”

The bloody head on his knee suddenly asked.

Lin An nodded, one hand deftly hitting keyboard shortcuts to bring up the model’s data panel, the other controlling the mouse to select a data column, scrolling the mouse wheel to adjust the red curve in the image.

“Hmm, that day we dreamt about Professor Cao’s past, and it made me realize I’ve reached a critical point in my spiritual perception.”

“I thought it was just a small step forward, but when I entered the ‘Armor’ stage, I didn’t know if it was because of practicing the Deer Frolic Breathing Skill, or if my soul was gambling with the Sorcerer Zombie armor, making it easier to stir up emotions…”

Lin An stopped, furrowed his brows in thought, but still couldn’t grasp it and shook his head.

“I can’t be certain, but it seems like I can see other people’s spirituality more vividly now.”

“Also, general uses of spirituality, like enhancing brain power for thinking or rapidly memorizing information, all consume much less spiritual energy now.”

At this point, Lin An pointed to the screen, where there was an image with a skin texture, “Even the depiction of spirituality has become much easier.”

“Textures like this that are similar to skin but actually completely different from it, even though they are relatively simple spiritual portraits, have begun to be easier to capture their essence.”

Lin An smacked his lips, “This isn’t a leap in improvement, it’s little by little, one step at a time, and before I knew it, I got to this point.”

The head, however, felt differently, “Lin An, I don’t think so.”

It licked the blood trickling down its forehead, quite sentimentally, “We’re influencing each other, Lin An, you’re gradually gaining my abilities, the Eye of Spirituality, Spirit Intuition, Spirit Prophecy, Spirit Perception…”

“Of course, you also have your own advancements. While digesting my eyes, you’re also using my eyes to improve, observing spirituality, depicting spirituality, using spirituality… the insights and advancements you gain from this are something I don’t have.”

“It’s truly amazing, these advancements have fed back to me, and now I too feel I’m improving.”

It was quite moved, “Lin An, do you remember I told you about those three people I saw in the mirror?”

Lin An raised an eyebrow, “I’m certain, they’re dead!”

“But…” The head just couldn’t wrap its mind around that thought, looking confused, “I clearly saw them!”

Lin An thought about it and simply turned off the screen, tilting his head and staring pensively at the faint reflection on the black screen.

As he watched, three figures appeared on the screen.

“Hahaha…” The clown face pressed its face firmly against the screen, staring out at Lin An and laughing wildly.

“Whoo hoo…” Da Susu sat squatting on the ground, scratching at the bottom of the screen, looking pitifully at Lin An.

“You damn %?###@~~~” Mr. Liu seemed very irate, kicking and banging on the screen, cursing continuously.

Lin An couldn’t see the three of them.

Only the ugly head could see them.

At that moment, what Lin An could see was through the connection with the head’s perception, seeing the images seen by the head, as if through the window of the soul, the eyes.

“Look!” The head stuck out its tongue at the three figures in the mirror, then turned its head to Lin An, “Alive!”

“How should I say this…” In truth, Lin An really didn’t know how to explain it, but he indeed had that feeling.

“I am the main consciousness, I am the real person, living in the real world, with an ongoing present.”

Lin An pointed at the head, “You are the True Self Spirituality, the presentation of all traces of my past, and although we can communicate due to special circumstances, you live in the past.”

The head nodded, “Yes, I understand that.”

“Good.” Lin An then pointed at the three figures on the screen, looking at them quite sentimentally, “They are three pasts, related to me, they are…”

“They are my conscience.”

“What?” The head looked baffled.

Lin An gestured towards the clown face, “I plundered and devoured his Witchcraft Spirituality, which contained his most precious emotions, skills, and obsessions…”

He gestured towards Da Susu, “I deceitfully took his ‘Cat’s Eye Gem,’ a valuable witchcraft material that I still find hard to use, and it was because of that he lost a life-saving ability and was killed by the Witch-hunting Knight.”

Then he motioned to Mr. Liu, “As for him, I took away… um, a lot… a lot…”

Bang! Bang! Bang!

Mr. Liu was frantically pounding the screen, roaring with anger, tears streaming down his face, “You fucking say it, say what you took from me, why won’t you speak when it comes to me!”

Because…

It’s too much.

So much so that I don’t even know where to start.

Thinking about it, maybe just forget it.

Lin An told his head, “Their existence is because of my conscience, deep in my heart I feel guilty for these actions, I know that what I do does not align with the justice I try to uphold in my heart.”

“People really can live in the memories of others~”
The head blinked.

Lin An gazed at the screen, filled with emotion, his voice somber, “Whenever my heart becomes indifferent, when I no longer feel guilt for deceiving, when I freely plunder, they will naturally disappear…”

Only then did the head have an epiphany, looking at the three figures on the screen, “So this is your conscience reminding you, telling you that you’ve done these bad things, that you’ve killed these people, alerting you to watch your future behavior?”

Lin An nodded, “That’s more or less the idea.”

“That’s not fair!” the head complained, “Why does it happen that you, someone living in the present with limitless future possibilities, don’t have to directly face these things? Why do I, this being living in the past, have to constantly endure this torment?”

Lin An, feeling somewhat embarrassed, spread his hands, “We are one, the past me endured the torment of the past, subtly affecting the present self in the subconscious, that’s just the way nature works.”

“People can’t always dwell on the past, nor can they always dwell on the mistakes they’ve made, I need to…”

As he spoke, he chuckled softly, with a grand gesture, he raised his head, his eyes burning with passion, “Face the future!”

“He~tui!” The head spat a mouthful of blood mist at Lin An.

Blood spattered, Lin An unconsciously wiped the blood from his face.

The head was still indignant, “Can’t you just commit fewer bad deeds? Huh? You… you…”

Lin An looked at him helplessly, “This is a despairing supernatural world, I want to be a good person, an upright person, a kind person, but it’s no use, if I really do that, that would be idiotic.”

The head rolled its eyes, “Then just become a little colder, stop feeling guilty about doing bad things!”

“Hehehe~~” Lin An smiled at the head, his white teeth glittering in the glow of the office’s fluorescent light, “If I became a little colder, the most advantageous action for me right now would be to completely devour you, this head!”

“!!!” The head’s eyes bulged, instinctively shrinking down.

“Wuwuwu~~~” It started to cry too, tears and blood mixing together, “A world where I’m the only one who gets hurt has been achieved! I’m so miserable!”

Blood diffused, forming a small pool on the desk.

Lin An looked at it with confusion, touched the fresh blood on his face, and suddenly realized something—apparently, when this spirit becomes emotionally agitated, the blood multiplies!

This wasn’t a simple situation.

Perhaps it means that in such a state, they are enduring more of the Spirit World Aura!

But clearly now was not the time to talk about this.

“So…”

He comforted the head, “I’ll keep in constant connection with you, okay? This way, what you see in these three guys, I can also see, and we’ll endure it together, can we?”

The head’s eyes lit up, “You promise?”

This solution was of no actual use to it but indeed was comforting.

Deep down, Lin An was still gentle.

He just smiled, patted the head, “All right, that settles it, I need to get back to work.”

“With the extent of my spirit perception nowadays, I think I can handle such a simple spiritual portrait today, eh?”

Lin An let go of the head, then put his hand back on it, “Did you hear someone calling for me?”