Chapter 66 - 66 66 Ayan
Chapter 66 - 66 66 Ayan
?Chapter 66: Chapter 66 Ayan Chapter 66: Chapter 66 Ayan Sheng Xian slightly furrowed her brows, “Isn’t your father…”
Aunt Sun’s daughter pursed her lips, “My mother told me the same, that my father was no longer with us, but that’s not the case. My father, he’s alive. He came to find me several years ago.”
“I’ve tried telling my mother, but she becomes very emotional whenever I bring up anything about my father.”
“She hates my father. He wronged her. He said he would marry her, but in reality, he was deceiving her all along. At that time, my father was irresponsible; it was my mother who supported him. She even sold the only house left to her by my grandfather to pay for my paternal grandmother’s medical bills. In the end, the money was gone, and my grandmother couldn’t be saved, and then my father ran away, claiming he was going to do business with someone.”
“My mother was already pregnant at the time. She gave birth to me alone, and then she took care of me while trying to find my father.”
“When I was about three, my mother found my father. By then, he had already married the woman he truly loved, and in front of that woman, he told my mother he didn’t know her.”
“When I was little and asked my mother why I didn’t have a father, she told me my father was dead. I always thought he was, so when he came to find me, I didn’t believe it. But you can’t fake a DNA test; he is my father.”
“I should hate my father for how he treated my mother, but he’s really good to me. He told me about what happened between him and my mother, and said that he didn’t know about me when she went to look for him, and if he had known, he wouldn’t have left me behind. He would secretly come to my school to watch me and followed silently when I walked home from school alone at night. He has children with the woman he loves, but even so, he is still very good to me.”
“He may not be a good man, but he truly is a good father. I’ve only grown close to him these past two years. I know I shouldn’t have, I feel so sorry for my mother, but I really like my father. I even told him not to come find me again because I fear my mother would be sad if she knew. The phone was a birthday gift from my father, and it was his promise to me that it was the last time he would come to find me.”
“My father came to find me today because of those things on the internet. My mother didn’t see his face clearly and thought, when she saw me being affectionate with him, that he was a boyfriend I had found.”
“The reason I didn’t say anything is because I didn’t know how to tell her. I’m afraid my mother will collapse if she knows the truth, afraid she’ll feel that I’ve betrayed her, afraid she’ll think the daughter she has worked so hard to raise isn’t really close to her. I’m really scared…”
Aunt Sun’s daughter didn’t stay silent like she had that afternoon; she laid out her entire situation in detail, “Professor Sheng, maybe it’s the people on the internet and my classmates that have got me a bit emotionally overwhelmed lately, plus I don’t know what to do about my father, so for a moment I wasn’t thinking straight. Please believe me, I really didn’t steal any money, and please help me. I will pay you for the lawyer’s fees, I can pay in installments. Just please, I beg you, that sister was right, I can’t leave my mother alone.”
Sheng Xian gave a slight nod, “I’ll do my best.”
“Thank you, Professor Sheng.” Stopping for a moment, Aunt Sun’s daughter turned to Lu Jingyan, “And thank you too.”
Lu Jingyan responded with a nonchalant “Mhm,” turning her head away without any particular emotion.
Her demeanor was quite stiff, as if she was not accustomed to being thanked like this.
It was getting late, and Aunt Sun’s daughter said goodbye to both Sheng Xian and Lu Jingyan.
Lu Jingyan didn’t seem to hear and didn’t react at all.
Sheng Xian replied with a “Goodbye,” got out of the car with Aunt Sun’s daughter, and watched her enter the alleyway before walking back around to the driver’s side and getting back into the car.
Sheng Xian asked, “Going home?”
Lu Jingyan “Mhm,” responded and put on her seatbelt.
Sheng Xian didn’t play any music, so the car was very quiet.
The usually talkative Lu Jingyan appeared listless and stared blankly out the window at the night scene.
Sheng Xian turned to look at her several times and couldn’t help asking, “What are you thinking about?”
“Huh?” Lu Jingyan glanced at Sheng Xian, then “Huh?” again and refocused her gaze outside, “I thought you would scold me.”
“Hmm?”
“About what I said to Aunt Sun’s daughter.”
At that moment, she was perhaps a bit angry or maybe a bit jealous.
She felt that Aunt Sun’s daughter didn’t appreciate her good fortune.
But it was more about her personality; she was no longer who she used to be and could no longer be warm to everyone.
Lu Jingyan didn’t know how else to describe it, so she just added, “Anyway, those words weren’t very nice.”
Sheng Xian uttered a “Hmm” in a neutral tone, seemingly in agreement, “They weren’t very nice.”
Lu Jingyan glared at Sheng Xian.
She felt that she was quite domineering in front of Sheng Xian, she could feel bad about herself, but she wouldn’t allow Sheng Xian to feel the same.
What kind of strange psychology was this?
“However,” Sheng Xian said.
Lu Jingyan lifted her eyelids.
She hadn’t seen Sheng Xian’s face yet when she saw the sleeve of Sheng Xian brush past her eyes, then she felt a gentle pat on the top of her head twice.
Her back stiffened, and then she heard Sheng Xian’s words, “Well done.”
Lu Jingyan: “…”
Why did Professor Sheng’s tone sound like he was praising a primary school student?
It even carried a sense of encouragement, as if she hadn’t been good before but had finally done something worthwhile.
Though resentful, she seemed to take some comfort in it.
Lu Jingyan cursed herself for lacking backbone and silently turned to look out the window. She propped her chin up and counted the trees receding one by one for a while before suddenly stopping. After a long pause, she said softly, “That student Sun, her dad and mom love her a lot, right?”
Sheng Xian gazed straight ahead at the road: “Hmm.”
Lu Jingyan stretched out a finger and gently traced the car window: “Is it that all parents in this world love their children very much?”
Sheng Xian did not speak, his expression as he looked ahead was very faint.
Lu Jingyan: “What about you?”
“…” Sheng Xian hesitated for a moment, “Hmm?”
Lu Jingyan: “Your dad and mom, do they love you very much too?”
Sheng Xian didn’t speak.
They were just approaching a red light, and he stepped on the brake, picked up his cellphone and looked at a text message that had just come in.
“Sheng Xian, I’m sorry, I can’t meet with you tomorrow either.”
It was from Mrs. Chen.
Lu Jingyan was asking about one of the two people in the message.
Sheng Xian replied with a normal expression, pressing on his phone and sent back a “Okay.” Then he looked at Lu Jingyan beside him: “What about you?”
“Me?” Lu Jingyan laughed, leaning her head against the car window, bending her brows and eyes: “My parents, of course, they love me. You have no idea, every time they see me, they give me money, so much money. From a very young age, the one thing I was never short of was money.”
Lu Jingyan sighed, then spoke with feigned regret: “The only pity is, my dad and mom have never once called me by my nickname. Do you know what my nickname is? It’s actually neither ‘Yanyan’ nor ‘Xiaoyan.’ Those are silly names Chen Kai and Song Xian made up. My nickname is ‘Ayan.’
She seemed quite relaxed when talking about these things, as if they were all trivial matters. But Sheng Xian felt her unhappiness.
Sheng Xian gripped the steering wheel, his Adam’s apple moved slightly, he remained silent.
The car soon drove into the garage, Lu Jingyan cut off her sentence abruptly and began to pack up ahead of time. As soon as the car stopped, she immediately pushed the car door open.
Clutching her clothes and bag, she slid out of the car and waved to Sheng Xian with a smile as he followed her out: “See you, Big Brother.”
“Hmm, see you.” Sheng Xian stood beside the car without moving, staring straight at her.
Lu Jingyan blinked twice in bewilderment and was about to smile and ask why he was staring at her like that.
Then she heard Sheng Xian say: “Ayan.”