Yarra’s Adventure Notes

Chapter 54 - 54 42 Susanna's Diary Part 2_2

?54: Chapter 42 Susanna’s Diary (Part 2)_2 54: Chapter 42 Susanna’s Diary (Part 2)_2 While this drug can’t prolong life, it’s the best antidote against assassinations for royalty.

I believe, once the delivery is made, the king will be very pleased.

October 1st, 2922.

Weather: clear.

Once again, I’m at a loss.

After the failure of the drug research team’s project, we’ve returned to aimless research.

Although occasionally there are new discoveries, they are actually far from the ultimate goal.

But it’s okay, I realize now that every other department here is ultimately in service of the drug research team.

If they can’t find the answer, we can take it easy, work on our own stuff.

A friend mentioned today after returning from vacation that it seems a little turbulent outside, we’re supposedly at war with a neighboring country.

I hope the war doesn’t affect my little angel.

Why can’t everyone just live in peace?

The world of politics is always beyond our understanding.

June 5th, 2923.

Weather: cloudy.

The final product of the Life Force Potion was completed the day before yesterday – three sample doses.

The director stored two in the Core Area freezer for submission at the end of next year when we return to the capital; the third sample will be stored in the research area freezer as an experimental material.

The cost of making these potions is staggering – eighty thousand gold coins per dosage.

All things considered, a decade of toil here wouldn’t even amount to enough income to purchase a single dosage, that is, if it was even available on the market.

The world of the wealthy, sigh.

I heard that the war is progressing smoothly, the enemy’s attack has been repelled, and the king has once again claimed victory.

It’s cause for celebration.

November 13th, 2923.

Weather: unknown.

We had another earthquake today, there have been several in the past month, I don’t know why.

Luckily, all the buildings here are made of metal and are very sturdy; minor earthquakes can’t damage them.

Unbelievably, today I touched a crystal with a capacity of 20,000 Tael.

That’s the highest capacity natural crystal I’ve come across in many years, I was so happy to hold it.

Just touching it, I could feel the abundant crystal energy, almost overflowing.

I can’t help but admire those crazies in the Inscription Department who synthesize and cut crystals; aren’t they afraid of being blown up at any time?

I still don’t understand how Master Tanya managed to artificially synthesize a crystal with a capacity of 60,000 Tael three hundred years ago, she was truly amazing.

It’s a pity she was ultimately killed in an explosion, and no one has been able to accomplish what she did in three hundred years.

If only someone could, maybe there would be a substantial leap in the quality of various crystal devices.

March 8th, 2924.

Weather: snow.

The earthquakes are becoming more frequent, supposedly due to the convergence of two energy focal points underground.

Regardless, I only have a year and four months left here, then I don’t have to live in fear.

Ah, I miss home more and more, and my precious Baby Annie.

Only four months until the next break and I am torn about whether to go back.

I really want to go back, but I am too afraid to.

If I do go home, I fear I will not have the courage to come back here to continue my research.

I’ve persisted for nine years.

It would be foolish to give up now, in the last year.

So, I’m torn.

Maybe I simply won’t go home this year, maybe I should just grit my teeth and hold on.

Yes, I’ll ask Bell for his opinion in a couple of days, I think he’ll understand.

June 18th, 2924.

Weather: unknown.

I’ve decided, I’m not going back.

Bell knew it, he knew I’m going crazy to leave this place.

If I were to leave now, I probably wouldn’t come back.

He agreed with my decision to stay and leave for good next year.

A shame that Baby Annie will only see her dad this time.

But don’t worry, mom will be back next year.

Then we will live together forever, never to be apart again.

July 1st, 2924.

Weather: unknown.

Bell has left, leaving me alone for the first time in nine years, and it feels strange.

I don’t feel well today.

Strangely enough, a lot of people have been unwell these past ten days, I wonder why that is.

Luckily, the earthquakes have finally stopped completely, maybe the underground energy focal points have ceased activity.

I felt so tired all day, well, that’s all for today, I’ll write more tomorrow.

July 4th, 2924.

Weather: unknown.

I took the day off to rest yesterday, but I still feel tired, and increasingly restless.

More people are falling ill and the therapists can’t figure out the cause.

Could it be some new type of contagious disease?

I hope not.

Sigh, if I had known, I would have taken a break and gone home with Bell.

Who could have anticipated this?

Dear angel, please pray for mommy to get better soon.

July 6th, 2924.

This has got to be some kind of joke!!!!!!!

How could it be a surge of Demonized Energy????????

How could something like this happen to me??????

What, we’ve all been contaminated??????

The director was talking about studying whether an emergency evacuation is needed.

Bastard, by the time you figure it out, everyone will be deeply contaminated.

By then, an evacuation will be useless.

Dammit, I could kill you!!!!!!!

July 6th, 2924.

In only three hours, more than half of my colleagues transformed into magical creatures, wildly attacking every being that hasn’t been transformed.

Several friends have died at their hands.

They’ve blocked the road to the main entrance, trapping us here.

Thankfully, the rescue team has broken through, let’s hope they can quickly bring reinforcements, I don’t want to die, I have yet to see my Annie.

How can I die here?

I need to survive, I still have to live forever with my baby!

Blessed Mia, please save me.

July 7th, 2924.

The symptoms of contamination are becoming more apparent and there are fewer and fewer people still alive.

Those left are desperately waiting for rescue in the residential area, but we all know that given the extent of our contamination, even if the rescue team comes, even if we manage to escape alive, the moment we leave is likely to be the end of our lives.

At this moment, I feel strangely calm.

My dear angel, mommy may never see you again.

You have to live well with daddy, live happily.

You must remember, mommy will always love you, even at this moment, you are the only thing on my mind.

July 8th, 2924.

I am becoming increasingly confused, my moments of coherence are becoming rarer, and I always feel an urge to destroy everything.

It seems I’ve reached my limit.

Bell has returned, the fool, why would he come back?

What’s he doing?

If he dies here too, what will happen to our Annie?

Who will look after her?

Who will comfort her when she misses us?

I don’t have the energy to be angry anymore.

I don’t want to transform, I don’t want to live a miserable existence as a magical creature.

I want to die as a human.

Bell, can you help me?

Please, give me mercy.